Well next week i am on vacation. Im going back to IL for a visit. im super excited about this whole thing, I havent seen my family for like 3 years and that is just way to long. i dont think im going to post again before that time because im super busy getting everything together for the visit...so just in case i forget see everyone when i get back...anyway that is all that is really going on..ill be gone from the 12th till the 22nd. im also hoping to be able to met up with some of my old friends...well the ones i want to see..lol..anyway
this is a complete and total vent of a submissive....not that i feel i need to do this..but i just want to because it is bothering me...so here it goes
Just because i am a submissive does not mean that i want to be held prisoner, i do not want to be treated like i am a dog, i do not want to automatically have sex with you just because your name is capped or because you think you are a Dom/me, no i will not do anything for the cock/pussy, no i am not your whipping post...i have been raped in the past and yes it is possible to cum while being raped but no that does not mean i want to be raped, just because a person cam from it does not mean that a girl wants to be raped...what is wrong with you to think that...that is just stupid to even think that..anyway back to the rant... i am submissive to who i want to be submissive to...i also feel this about slaves...they are like that for who they want to be like that with.... im so tired of all this poor submissive/slaves being treated like they are scum on the bottom of someone's shoes...both male and female..it makes me so mad...i feel that these fake Dom/me's need lessons from real Dom/me's just so they know not to treat their treasures like this..what we give you is a gift..not something to be treated like garbage..anyway..i am done with my rant...i just felt it needed to be put out there...if you are reading this and getting angry...you should look in yourself and wonder..am i being treated like this...am i treating them like this...am i getting this angry because i see myself in the small rant from a submissive??...
well that is all i got for now.. much love, peace out and later dayzzzz da sinful one
so ive decided to post something important...i know people dont talk about it much anymore..at least till the end of the year...but it is still out there and still killing and still infecting people...have you been tested..go here http://www.hivtest.org/ and find a location near you...there is even a quick test..no blood..mouth swab and you get the result pretty quick to...so go take half a day off work..oh a whole day then spend the other part of the goofing off...anyway..that is all i wanted to say today...now have a great day...*smiles*
Sorry i havent been around for so long, i just really havent had anything to write...im tired of bitching about work..nothing has changed there..and other than that things are pretty boring for me...i did want to wish everyone a great New Years...do not pick a resolution you know you will fail because it is just a let down...pick something that you will actually be able to do...dont pick a resolution of winning a million dollars...pick something reasonable...anyway...that is all i have to say...miss and love you A/all...oh and here are some Beatles for ya'll...i love the Beatles
much love, peace out and later dayzzzz da sinful one
i am so over worked...in the past three weeks i have had one freaking day off work..i am freaking exhausted..plus now next week my apt is gonna do the whole changing the filter, inspection thingy...yay...so not only have i not had time to do anything in the apt..now i have to make time to clean the thing up...i have no clue how this is gonna happen but i gotta do it... so i guess that means..between working, not really sleeping, my back freaking killing me from sitting in that damn chair for so long...i also have to get my apt cleaned for this inspection... i wanna scream and pull my hair out...if it wasnt for Trav i would have more than likely went on a snapping spree... i totally hate this and can not wait till next week when i have time off again...i really hope nothing gets in the way of that...it would be nice to not be at work stuck behind that stupid desk, calling on those stupid alarms that 9 times out of 10 are people that forgot their fucking key cards and forced a fucking door open..just so you know if you do this...right now i hate you...lol
well that is all i had to rant..i am stressed beyond belief and my head is killing me, hopefully next week or the week after i will be back to chipper happy me again
Well i am gonna be gone for a while..i mean i work every day until Oct 5th..gotta love being short on staff it makes having a life very hard...it sucks that i am gonna be working so much, hell i had to practically beg someone to come in a little early just so i could go to a DR apt, how fucking bad is that...our Sup, who is also the 3rd for our shift..there to cover our days off is going on a cruise so now there is just two of us and there has to be two of us there at all times and we are open 7 days a week...does the word suck mean anything
well i just wanted to let everyone know that this is going on..and that is why i wont be around and havent been around much..i can not wait till we get the help we need...i am so tired and burned out from being there..i did however ask for the 10th off work...Trav and i are gonna go to the Renaissance Fair..i can not wait..and hopefully we will have some extra money at that time too...i mean tightening the belt...i wanna get some stuff from there so bad... i can not wait for that...it should be so much fun...so i am gonna be thinking about that just to help me get threw the next few weeks
ill miss everyone...and can not wait till things get back to normal..
Well they have me on a muscle relaxer now...i guess it is a good one..i mean it has a street name of mellow yellow...i love the street name...i think it is working but i can not tell...it knocks me out when i take it..maybe that is why they call is mellow yellow??..lol lets see..nothing else is really going on other than that..im hoping that this pill helps my back finally heal...im tired of it always hurting...the freaking dr gave me a supply of 60..i mean wow..i dont think ill need that much..im pretty sure im not gonna take it as often as i need to..but oh well..i know im gon gonna take it while im at work because it really does mellow a person out..makes ya feel all nice and good..my brother in law went back to collage..i had to take him this morning...so i still didnt get to sleep in...damn i hate when that happens on a day off..but im glad i got to take him..i dont have a story to go with this..because of my back being all messed up the play life has been a little slow..well not slow but not to much playing because it hurts..and not in that oh so good way...*pouts*...i am so hoping that my back feels better soon... i hope everyone has a great week and doesnt work to hard
much love, peace out and later dayzzzz da sinful one
Just sitting here...well sadly i no longer have Sundays off again...i only had two sundays off before it got switched again...damn..i do like having the weekends because i get to spend time with my husband...but nope..the girl that was supposed to work the weekends no called no showed...and she is only a temp..so nope..no longer there...it sucks for me but oh well what can i do really
she stands in the bedroom, slipping off her night gown to get dressed for the day..she stands stretching and watches Him walk by the door...a small wicked smile spreads over her face as she gets an idea...she waits for Him to walk by again, making sure to arch her back as glancing in on her...covering her smile as He pauses at the door..she glances over at Him raising her brow and asks, "staring at something?" He simply says, "yes, My tits" she smiles at Him, "Your tits", she grabs them and squeezing them gently, "well they are on me so i would say that they are my tits", she laughs softly watching as a small fire is lite behind His eyes, hers dance knowing what she is doing, standing her ground she doesnt move as He walks into the room, He stands infront of her, seeing how He is controlling His anger, she smiles sweetly at Him, still holding her breasts in her hands, and He asks her in a deep, dangerous voice, "who's are they?" still smiling sweetly, she replys "mine" pulling His hand back He slaps the right one, hitting her hand at the same time, she gasps softly, moving her hand, looking up at Him and she laughs softly, His eyes widen slightly as He slaps one then the other quickly five times each, each hit getting slightly harder till she stops laughing and holds her breath to keep herself from crying out, grabbing her hair He pulls her head back, moving His face close to hers, His breath hot across her face, "who's are they?" she looks at Him, letting out her long held breath, with a sigh, lowering her eyes slightly, she sees a small look of conquire in His eyes before saying, "mine" before she begins cracking up He grabs one of her nipples holding her head still by her hair and begins twisting it slowly, each time she begins holding her breath, he tugs on her head so she takes a breath and a whimper escapes, twisting more, tugging harder, she holds her breath again and He lets go of her nipple quickly before striking her breast harder than ever, pulling her hair at the same time, she cries out as He grabs her nipple twisting it hard again, her knees almost buckling from the pain,"whos are they?" "Yours Master", she cries out..."Answer correctly, now", He says twisting her nipple past a point it has ever been, biting her lips before she screams, she strangles out, "they are Your tits Master" He releases her quick, holding her up as her legs give out from the releif washing threw her, kissing her hard, "what the fuck just came over You, girl?" wrapping her arms around His neck, she whispers softly to Him, "if i am always submissive to You, You will get bored, i know You Master, and at time You like Your challenge" He chuckles softly hearing her words, "you know Me well, now answer the question, what are You after?", smacking her ass hard so she knows she better answer the question. kissing His bottom lip, sucking on it slightly, "i want You to fuck me, no four play, no sweetness, just fuck me please" tossing her on the bed, He strips His pants off, tossing His shirt to the sides her eyes light up as He moves quickly onto her, pulling her down, lifting her legs, He enters her quickly, thrusting harder and harder, till she is panting and tightening around Him...she begins to beg Him to let her cum..waiting to hear the words, He says no, and keeps pounding away, her eyes squeezed shut, her head tossing side to side as she keeps begging for release, He is no longer talking to her, just making her wait, His thrusts becoming harder and deeper He leans close to her, a single drip of sweat hitting her brow, He growls "cum", as He thrust in a final time releasing into her as she spasms around Him, milking Him dry, kissing her on the nose He says "good girl", getting up as she lays there panting
okay i so felt like writing that...lol...not sure if it will be read..but anyway...i just wanted to write what happened the other day in my house..lmao
much love, peace out, and later dayzzzz da sinful one
Last night was the best night of my freaking whole life...i have never been to a big concert like that..and to hear sooo many voice lift at the same time singing was a great experience...im sure many of you have experienced it before...but seeing as it was my first time...i can not think of anything to compare it to it
anyway today i am completely drained which i didnt know happens after an awesome concert...he sang so many songs..here is the set list: Drive My Car, Jet, Only Mama Knows, Flaming Pie, Got To Get You Into My Life Let Me Roll It, Highway, Long and Winding Road My Love, Blackbird, Here Today Dance Tonight, Calico Skies, MICHELLE Mrs. Vanderbilt, Elenore Rigby, Sing The Changes Band On The Run, Back In The USSR, I'm Down Something, I've Got A Feeling, Paperback Writer A Day In The Life/Give Peace A Chance, Let It Be, Live and Let Die Hey Jude, Day Tripper, Lady Madonna I Saw Her Standing There, Yesterday, Helter Skelter, Get Back Sgt. Pepper/The End.
ohh..when he sang Hey Jude...OMFG...it was great..anyway..that is all..the video is the one my husband took on our camra..so that is the seats we had..it was still great..hopefully you cant hear me sing..i suck..lol
much love, peace out and later dayzzzz da sinful one
