Hello to all members of this site. For those of you that know me. I am back as much as I can possibly be. For those who are new and I haven't had the privilege of meeting. Please hit me up so I can greet you properly.

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As my luck would have it. I was back in the hospital saturday and bed bound for the rest of the night. Doctors can't figure out what the hell is wrong and have loaded me up with 6 different kinds of pills. From antibiodicts, to inflammatory, to staroids, and two different kinds of pain pills. How is one to function.......Anyway. I hope everyone else had an amazing weekend.

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These questions will get rather deep and personal, can you take it?
I can take the world...

Have you ever kissed an ex after you two have broken up?
of course. I usually remain friends with them.

Are you in a good mood?
So far so good.

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
That's a funny question cause I use to care to much and always got hurt but I have changed over the years and so when I say I don't care, then I mean it.

When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?
I really don't care if they do.

Has anyone ever told you they loved you and meant it?
Alot of people do and I know they mean what they say.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yes, but I found out that I like the younger ones.....lol

Do you like to make cupcakes?
i suck at it

Is heartbreak really as bad as people make it sound?
It hurts but it's up to you who you let hurt you that bad.

Is there a sharpie near you?
several of them.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in love at first sound.

Do you regret anything that you’ve done in your past?
Not really. Because the mistakes we make only make us stronger and help us learn.

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
hell no. That is so important to me.

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I would go back right before my mom dies so I could tell her I love her.

Do you think Finding Nemo is a cute movie?
who doesn't?

Do you like to draw at all?
I so suck at it.

Do you own any video games?
Can't say that I do.

Is there one person that makes you smile?
there are several

Do you think age matters in relationship?
now now.Who am I to judge when hubby is 9 years younger.......lol

When was the last time you showered?
6 days ago....lmao. No yesterday.

When was the last time you got a haircut?
It's been awhile cause i'm trying to let it grow out.

Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/​​​boyfriend?​​​
yes

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No reason to frawn.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
once or twice

Have you ever copied someone else's homework?
never.

Could you go a year without cussing ?
hell no.....lol

Why did you last laugh really hard?
When we was all sitting around talking about how brandy(our dog) thinks cat shit is a treat.....lol

Are you a bad influence?
I can be.

Are you close to your sibling(s)?
for the most part but we have our problems like anyone else does.

Have you had your birthday this year yet?
yeppie

Can you honestly say your happy right now?
emotionally yes, physically no.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
when I was younger and was sneaking out of the house.

Ever slept outside?
many times

Weirdest place you slept?
under a bridge one time.

How long is your hair?
short

What color is it?
dark brown

Are you more of a hookup or relationship person?
realtionship

Why did you last relationship end?

Because He was just a thing until I got the one I wanted.

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When I was 16. I was a big fan of country music. Not so much now but I still remember sitting in the garage with my mom while her boyfriend and his band would sing for hours. It was because of that, that I decided to write my own country song. It took months but I got it done. I never showed it to anyone and completely have forgotten about it until my sister asked me about it the other day. So I thought I would share it here.

            &nb sp;                         One Day At A Time........By: Reta Fortner©

You say my loves not good enough

you say I'll never be true,

Well let me tell you baby

my love will see us through.

The day breaks for to tomorrow

the sun begins to shine,

Though I love you darling

as long as your mine

(chorus)

I'll take it one day at a time

spread your wings and fly

I'll take it one day at a time

we can make it if we try.

I thought my love was good enough

to hold you as my own,

But then you left me baby

left me all alone.

Holding the key to you and me

I feel I can't go on,

Open the door and I'll ask for more

say want you come back home?

(chorus)

I'll take it one day at a time

spread your wings and fly

I'll take it one day at a time

We can make it if we try

One day at a time

spread your wings and fly

One day at a time

We can make it if we try, try, try

We can make it if we try.

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Marriage
Current mood:  blessed
Category: Romance and Relationships

I has come very clear to me that I have truly taken for granted what I have in life. As I journeyed to the other side for two weeks and seeing what others have to deal with and go through. I have come to see that I have it made in the world. I don't own no fancy car or have a beautiful two story home to call mine. But what I do have is love and support. I am able to wake up each day and not wonder where my next meal is coming from or if I'm gonna have to cry the day away because everything in my life is falling apart. I have an amazing husband that loves me unconditionally and does what ever he has to to make sure we are taken care of and have all the important things in life. So the next time I feel I need to complain about some petty shit. I will remember what I have seen and remind myself that I am blessed beyond eternity.

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Ok. I know I am 36 years old and should by this time understand the world and the problems that are in it. But It seems as the older I get the less I really understand. I mean I know why the economy is screwed up. The goverment has no clue as to what the hell there doing really. And I know why things don't change. Because we will never get a president that actually cares for the people. Politics is all about what the goverment can take before they get richier and we get poorer. All that is clear and understandable.
      But what I truly can't gather my brain around is why the people of the world is so hateful and greety. I mean when did we stop doing things for other people without always wanting something in return for what we do? And when did family start wanting something to give something? How can someone take away from someone when they know that with taking that away they are on the street or have no way of taking care of there loved ones. Right now if I could get to alabama I would literaly find my foot in some 4ft mans ass. It's one thing to not care about your own family because there the ones that has to deal with your big ass ego. But it's another to start taking away from others because you feel you have the power to do so. Is not treating your own wife and kids like shit enough to make you feel bigger than what you actually. Or does taking away from another family make you feel that much taller you sorry excuse of an human being. I hope that when the 8 months is over that you get what you deserve from someone you screwed over when he needed you the most. I want front row seats.

So for future advice to all my loved one and friends. If you ever find yourself face to face with a man name Matt Lane from Dothan Ala. Beware that he is out to only get what he can get and doesn't care two cents about you and your family.

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Hello all my loved ones. First let me start off by saying thank you for all the comments while I was gone. I got back home last night. I had a wonderful time with my grandbaby and family but was ready to see my hubby......lol. Natalee is growing like a weed and doing amazing. She looks just like her daddy and has my nose. Starting next summer. Me and hubby will get her one month out of the summer. Because of the distance between us and all. Me and my son talked and he doesn't want  natalee growing up and not knowing me and my family here. So I am getting my grandparent rights. I can't wait for her to start coming up here. I will be going back in feb to see her but that seems like forever. I took so mnay pics that I ran down the battery's to my camra's.........lol. luckily I took one that was rechargeable.

I will spend monday trying to catch up on everything here and see what all has been going on and returning the favors for the ones that left comments. Thanks for all the love and support and I have missed my family here dearly.

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I just wanted to share that as of tomorrow at 10am. I will be off line for two weeks. I am going to alabama to see my granddaughter. My intentions was to only be gone one week but have decided that that is not enough time to hold, love, and spoil her........lol. I will share pics when I return. lOVE YOU ALL.

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What is it about her

is she prettier than me?

Is it the way she's built

smaller than I have come to be?

Her hair is long

her stomach flat,

When you look at her

more and more I feel fat.

she moans real loud

her breast are fake,

None of it's real

Just a movies she makes.

Does your hand feel real

Does she even love you?

Come to bed my love

let me show you what I can do.

©Reta_Fortner.2009

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