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62 years old
United States
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Happily Married |
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More to Love |
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I am a young 61 yr. old and still discovering
something new everyday...
I find as I grow older I disdain having to follow
rules and I like living moment to
moment...impulsive and free.
I see life as a house with many rooms, and I want
to enter each with the brightest candle
possible...that I see in to every corner and miss
nothing, for sometimes the things we find most
intriguing are almost hidden from view.
I recently over the last couple of years have
embraced the pagan religion,and I find great
peace and tranquility in its simple love of man
and nature and the philosophy of being
responsible for your own destiny...worshiping as
befits yourself...having a personal relationship
with the Gods on your own terms. |
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~~*~*~* Sexuality at 60 ~*~*~*
This is one of those meanderings of the mind that
people who reach their 50's often go thru ..at
least its my belief they do because I do! In my
mind I still see myself as in my 20's to mid
30's.I believe that is when you establish a lot
of your life belief systems that say who and what
you are and what you hold valuable in life.I was
always shy when young and never asserted
myself,but now that I have years behind me I feel
emboldened to say some of the things that would
have embarressed me years ago...of course then I
would never have contemplated them.
The thing on my mind tonite is sensuality;when
young I believe most people connect it with
predominately sex or the sexual act, but I have
grown to believe it is actually a part of a
person's personality or better put..part of their
genetic code.Taking pleasure in all sorts of
things that bombard the senses and receiving
rewards from the experience.
I have looked at myself and I am truly a sensual
being. Take a CoffeNip candy with a choc center
and place it in your mouth...do you crunch down
and bite it; or do you roll it on your tongue and
suck on it until the creamy center flows onto
your tongue and the chocolate sensation floods
your taste buds? Hmm...starting to see what I
mean about how you experience things? Do you take
delicate bites from a potato chip and savor the
taste, or do you thrust a handful in your mouth
just to satisfy hunger?
Scent is another important realm for the sensual
being.scent of all sorts attract me..not just
nice ones either! the musty smell of a man when
he's worked hard is attractive in its way because
it signals the ancient desires to be protected by
a strong being.I personally am very drawn to
scent for myself that is floral based or has the
essence of vanilla or baby powder..vanilla musk
is a favorite and I feel very female when I wear
it. Candles or oils in the home also lend the
sensual being much pleasure .
If you have never made your bed with clean sheets
and spread baby power on the bottom sheet..try
it! Nothing feels better than the feel of bare
skin sliding through the soft scented powder. I
love sensations on my skin and love to have
fingers drawn slowly up and down my arms...have
massages,,,lotion being put on me by other
hands...lounging in a hot scented bath..these are
all things that the sensual being craves.
Many of these sensations can lead up to a sexual
experience,but in themselves bring pleasure. Of
course there is nothing wrong with a playful
fanny slap telling you your naughty followed by
you biting them back..as part of sexual play.
As I ramble on I guess I'm saying look at
yourself and explore who you think you are and
what you like and be bold in living life to your
own drum..be true to your nature.
I met my 2nd husband when I was in my mid 40's,
and I have been more alive and felt more me then
ever before because he encouraged me to be bold
and sassy and try new things and I am enjoying
life with more gusto.I've been a biker bitch on
the back of his Harley, we've run a trucking
business and run for weeks in our truck never
seeing home,we've lost a lot;money and
possessions,but we have conquered together and
the bond is strong.
I discovered my sensual self because I am no
longer afraid to be me...to say I like all that
touchy feely stuff..I love the flavors of good
food..the scent of burning logs, the musky man
smell of my husband,the sweet flowers at my
door...life is fine...please if you like this
rambling or it strikes a chord in you let me
know. I love expressing myself here because I
never feel people will look down on me ..but
accept me as another odd being like themselves.
I am good friends personally with davedoom51 and
I have posted some of his poetry in "The Poetry of DaveDoom51". If you have not read his awesome poetry you must! he is in my age group ,but again he expresses in his poetry many of the feelings we all have,but won't voice. |
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